You're lucky I'm a compulsive logger, sah.
* Kinrrataiyath said "*takes a deep breath* Okay. I'm going to tell you everything I know and if you have questions after that, I'll do my best to answer them. Some of you... in fact most of you aren't going to like what I have to say, but you deserve an explanation." (2 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "As many of you may have guessed, my name isn't Kin. That's a false name I took right after the outbreak to protect myself. My name is Krystal Hudson. I used to work for Necrotech." (2 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "I was hired on as an assistant to Dr. Gould, who was a genius when it came to genetics. He was part of the team that put together the virus which has infected all of us, and I helped him." (1 minute ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "((Crap. Net screwed up on me for a minute there. If anything seems missing, let me know and I'll repost it later.))" (8 seconds ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "At the time, I didn't know what we were making. If I'd had any idea, I never would have taken the job. I know all of you have no reason to trust me at this point, but it's true. What I was a part of sickens me now. So I've been trying to change it." (4 seconds ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "I hid for a long time under the alias of Kin, pretending that my history with Neurotech hadn't existed. Yet not long after I met Fa, I realized that someday it would find me, no matter how long or carefully I hid." (39 seconds ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "And then there was the fact that, while some people have been trying to create a cure, very few had access to the research necessary to begin formulating it. Research I had, much of which I'd done on my own." (5 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "Dr. Gould was a genius with biology and chemistry, but he despised heavy reading. He had me organize all the pertenent information on genetic manipulation into simple diagrams and notes for him to peruse later. As such..." (4 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "I had access to both the theoretical and practical applications of Neurotech's technology in regards to building the virus." (3 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "By myself, I didn't think I would have the skills necessary to create a cure... but with Dr. Gould, there may have been a chance." (2 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "Fa... when I left, I didn't have much hope of doing anything worthwhile. I was going to come back and find you... but something happened at the Lazenbury. Dr. Gould was there. He was... different... but when I mentioned finding a cure, he..." (1 minute ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "whole-heartedly agreed. I had to stay. I'm so sorry, Fa. I thought of calling you or stepping out for a bit to find you, but he needed me there and my cell was out of range." (0 seconds ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "It's a terrible excuse, I know, but I thought it'd be okay at the time. I thought I'd find you again and I'd have a cure and everything would be okay... God, I was stupid. I agreed to everything he wanted.... Everything. So I could hold on to some...." (6 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "faint hope of a cure. We didn't have test subjects at first. We needed a living dna sample. I was dead... I shouldn't have remembered, but it's always in my nightmares. Then we found people. He told me the research had gone far enough that we..." (5 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "could help them. I remember the screaming and the hatred in their eyes. I was a monster to them. I /am/ a monster. All along... I thought I was helping. *takes another deep breath and a moment to collect her thoughts*" (4 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "Things took a turn for the worse and I was killed and separated from Dr. Gould. I wandered for a long time before you found me again... It was all so... broken. I didn't really start to remember what happened until we went up North again. I didn't..." (2 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "realize what I'd done until we went back to the Lazenbury." (2 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "He was using me all along. There was no cure. There wasn't even an attempt to find a cure. The research he'd been doing... it was to /improve/ the virus. He said he could get us out of Malton by finding a buyer online. He said he wanted to clense...." (1 minute ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "the world. I should've known when I first went back that something wasn't right with him. I just... I wanted to believe /so much/." (3 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "So now I've taken all my research. Dr. Gould is gone. The Lazenbury is gone. All I have left are these documents. I'm going to try to decipher the virus on my own. Maybe someday I'll have something... worthwhile. If nothing else..." (1 minute ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "I have everything I need to expose and destroy Neurotech now. If this information gets into the right hands, it would prevent them from doing this to other cities. But... all of this information and the research isn't mine." (45 seconds ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "It belongs to the people it hurt. Whatever you decide to do with it, and with me, I'll agree to. After all this... it's all I've got left to give." (3 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "*looks around the room, pausing on Red, Fa and Drake.* I just want you to know how sorry I am. For the lies and the past and everything. I never meant to hurt anyone. Especially not my friends." (2 minutes ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "And Eddie... I'm sorry for the way I acted around you. I have no excuse. I'm just... sorry." (1 minute ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "Agate, you have every right to shun me after what I did. I should have said something sooner, but I was afraid." (15 seconds ago)
* Kinrrataiyath said "*whispers* .... I'm done now." (2 minutes ago)
You're lucky I'm a compulsive logger, sah.